Hello everyone.. The last few days have been very unsettling for me and mum and dad.I am so very unsettled and the awful confusion is taking over me. It really seems as though I just don't know what is happening to me and the worst thing is that no matter what mum and dad try I am just not eating food . I go to the food sometimes and look and very occasionally will eat a very tiny amount but it is tiny and it is very occasionally.Mum is trying everything and is throwing away at least three lots a day and trying different things each time. I have no weight on at all and when I am picked up am as light as a feather. Mum says I am bone with fur on top which is what I feel like. I am virtually surviving on cat milk which at least has some vitamins. The worst thing is that I just yowl the awful noise of confusion and mum gets upset and tries to see what she can do which is of course nothing as I don't know what I want. Today it is raining very hard and I have been asking to go out which I only do with either mum or dad and usually hate the rain. I have gone out in the rain because I asked so loudly and just stood there all confused and got very wet in just a couple of minutes. Dad said no Jasper stay here with us but I didn't know what I wanted. Mum took these when I had been out and maybe you can see a little of how small I have become.